Lyrics   

 00:01 Rising Cypher    

father, please hold me down  don't let my feet leave the ground  let me swallow my sighs again  that made me painfully frown  cause I feel like I might die  Drown into the nightmares of my tears  flooding down my dreams I'm giving up on this fight  I'm feeling it all all of the bruises inside of and outside of my body  I'm still acting up saying I'm fine going  home and crying it all into my pillow again  Going on voyages without me going away  woke up this morning my pillow died in youthful zest   

 00:51 Cutlery Collector    

don't come near cause your atmosphere  trims my hair yeah, like you shorn a lamb  your words pierce through my stainless steel  iron stench over you prevail  twisted wishes that made me die  broken mirrors that left behind  shards distorting the truth to lies  bloody cuts turning pain to life (now)  cutting me open and switching my insides  don't make me an avatar girl, just let me die  and they all say that I have changed  but oh, nobody knew why  that you're a cutlery collecter  you cut open my mind  you're a cutlery collector needles all over you  stitching my heart, but my body is bruised  you can control my brain  I'm dumb I'm numb, got no clue  that I'm sitting inside an iron maiden hugging me to death   

 02:07 Comedy    

 tell me the name of the comedy show that we used to watch  cause that is the only memory I can think of not losing it all  are you still afraid? that I would spoiler and you'd be sitting there like a fool  oh you don't need to I didn't watch the new episode to watch it with you  no way, tell me this is just a part of a comedy TV-show or a prank?  you told me that we'll only have to laugh  My eyes are sweating in regret so please explain    

03:38 Braindead freestyle    

braincells, melting pot  dead self, fusing mind  I'm not me and you're not you  slavery, fucking thot  looking in the mirror, I can't see me  just a fucking donkey think  he could've made you stay for once  you look in the mirror and be laughing  you got rid off me and got a significant other one  oh, I feel like a zombie jealous of the lover's brains  so I'ma come along and take a bite intelligence  to avoid getting hurt again  be driven into breakdown's hurricane  maybe I need to hypnotize  don't love you don't love you don't love you